May 30, 2005
I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
Can I have everyone's attention please
if you're not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone
And now I'm telling everybody
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
6:07:00 PM
May 29, 2005
friday went queensway wif sijie n xiaojia.
trying to find a nice pair of dunks. but sadly din even find a decent pair.
shall be going dunks-hunting on tues. haha.
sat, which was yesterdae.
went kbox wif huiting.
had a great time singing wif her. esp pigging out on tidbits n coke. muahaha.
juan joined us for dinner at heerens later.
was intending to go to Indochine for sum drinks. too bad we went dere late. was really packed n no seats left outside. SIAN. anyway da liveband really rocks. settled for coffee at Terrazza instead.
should be going out wif gerr later.
but im so LAZY now. and it's raining. maybe i'll just go n sleep. LOL.
those who have not done my quiz yet. pls do it now!!!
www.eveee86.friendtest.com.
3:30:00 PM
May 27, 2005
went to serangoon gardens in da evening.
wif babes wb n wj.
bowling. been a few years since i've last bowled.
but real fun. tink i have not been laughing like TAT since ages ago. haha.
went to cafe cartel for dinner. den went to play pool.
thanks guys for da treats.
feels really weird seeing u two together at first. hehs.
but i tink i can get used to it. (=
Music: Brooke Valentine - Girlfight
1:21:00 AM
May 26, 2005
in case i forget. this post is specially dedicated to my dearest geraldine.
in just a few sms-es, she totally knew how i felt. i was telling her bout sum stuffs. and i din haf to spell it out. and she knew. she just knew. she just amazes me sometimes. i was touched. cos she is the one who knows me best. not forgeting all the times when she had lend a listening ear to me. 24/7.
im blessed. to haf a fren like her.
(=
2:02:00 PM
May 25, 2005
i set myself up for da biggest fall,
yet again. ARGHHH.
i can feel tat tug somewhere within me.
fark my life.
towning 2 days consecutively.
mon was wif weijie, tues was wif phy ivy n gerr.
shopshopshop. bot two shorts a bag n a top.
total damage = 130 bucks.
im splurging again. hahas.
im totally not prepared for sch!!
haven printed ANY notes. my room is in a mess. and i just cannot be bothered.
and i skipped sch todae. haa
hope my darling gurl is fine.
miss her so so much.. (=
5:42:00 PM
May 22, 2005
Superstar Virgo was not bad..
went wif my parents n sister, including all my dad's frens.
cruise on fri and back on sun afternoon.
1st nite was basically a nice dinner and a perfomance, Sorpresa. kinda cool wif da fanciful costumes n acrobats.
Games. Bingo. Horseracing. da usual.
dey had a disco as well. which played really good r&b. too bad it was empty haha.
2nd day had performances n games as well.
nice bbq dinner by da pool. SUPER COOL. i like.
got into da casino.. played jackpot and also watched my dad play blackjack. lols.
wanted to kaoraoke but no one to accompany me! wasted.
mommy n me watched a midnite movie House of Fury! real niceee.
3rd day was basically packing up n leaving. time flies yea?
Music: Mariah Carey - We Belong Together
9:57:00 PM
May 19, 2005
todae's a goooood day!
firstly, farewell lunch todae.. had dimsum at sum chinese restaurant at thomson plaza. yumms.
secondly, dennis gave jon, kc & me 100bucks worth of vouchers each from robinsons/johnlittle's/marks&spencer as a token of appreciation from helping out at da tradeshow. woohoooo!!!
thirdly, i've got my 2nd cheque! and da good thing is nth was deducted even thou i took half a day off.
forth, he graded my Itp evaluation and guess wad i got? 4 4 5 5 5. which means overall is an *excellent* wahaha!! i din even expect tat.. but he asked me why i was always late. and i tot he din even noe. LOL.
fifth, attachment's ending tmr and i can go off at 12pm!! haha.
and den Superstar Virgo.. here i come!!!!!
PS: The OC rox my socks!
11:27:00 PM
May 18, 2005
okay. so we all noe who's gonna be in our klass already.
and if im not wrong, my klass only has ONE guy. and e rest are all gurls.
how pathetic is tat? (-_-")
2 more days.
3:44:00 PM
May 17, 2005
the best tv show on da planet has got to be.. DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES!
love family sex murder all packed into one!!
the show is damn nice!!!
so damn boring!
reached da office at exactly 9am todae!!!
i just cannot be bothered to get up on time anymore..
dun tink anyone noes.. hahaha.
but still! dere's nth for me to do yet.
another 2 and a half days more to end of this torture!
the greater the hope,
the bigger the disppointment.
it's not as if i dun noe. rite?
so why am i hoping for smth which may not come true?!
just sum bullshit to brighten up my boring tues.
9:50:00 AM
May 16, 2005
SPASTIC
9:58:00 PM
klass peeps! =)
9:57:00 PM
nydc
9:57:00 PM
compliments of ana!
9:56:00 PM
gurls
12:41:00 AM
yiwen. (she's gonna kill me)
12:41:00 AM
gerr.phy.sh
12:40:00 AM
blurred.
12:36:00 AM
muacks!
12:35:00 AM
jean & meee
12:34:00 AM
baby devil (as quoted by babes)
12:33:00 AM
...
12:33:00 AM
my milkshake brings all e boys to e yard.
12:32:00 AM
L.A.M.E
12:30:00 AM
i.look.like.shit.but.wadever
12:26:00 AM
May 15, 2005
lunch todae wif my parents.
cozway point's crystal jade.
yummm. bot tidbits n loads of greentea as well.
went to walk around 4 awhile.
lazee to go out after tat.
sorrrryy.
fri.
met up wif cheryl weijie & wanboon after work.
went to phuture to buy our tix first.
headed to town & had our dinner at paragon b4 going back again.
gerr jean chongling n a few of wj's frens joined us later.
someone got drunk after drowning all da drinks(while i was at da toilet) haha. and e long island tea sucks lah. lolx.
the nite would have been perfect if 1)dere were nicer songs at da beginning 2)i was not tat thirsty 3)dat idiot behind me would just stop pushing even tho i purposely elbowed him a couple of times 4)e guys would just STOP irritating me. YES i mean it.
went for prata wif gerr wj n wb before headin to gerr's place.
sat.
got dragged to town by gerr.
was kinda tired but still went shopping wif da gurls phy n shuhui..
had a great time wif them even thou it was onli for a short while.
yiwennn: u looked great alrite. muack!
evening met klassmates xj eliz jess glen adel n ana. wenta nydc for dinner.
bitching session man.. haha. real funn.
saw da nicest pair of nike dunks at heerens.
so tempted to go get one!!! glen n adel!! soon aight?! haha.
pics coming right up.
stay tuned! =)
11:32:00 PM
May 13, 2005
hey TB21 peeps!
class gathering on sat nite.
6pm orchard ctrl station.
pls help spread da word.
until den, have a great weekend!
5:30:00 PM
cast of house of wax. (chad is da one standing)
1:08:00 AM
elisha!
1:06:00 AM
just watched *House of Wax* wif gerr.
real nice. was quite thrilling at most parts of da show.
esp when dere are cuties like Chad Michael Murray in it! and Elisha Curtbert!
oh but its GROSS. lotsa blood. and wax of cos. eeeww.
it's fridaeee.
hitting da dancefloor tonite!
(=
12:56:00 AM
May 12, 2005
threesome
12:00:00 AM
lun's.bdae
12:00:00 AM
May 11, 2005
youth.park
11:59:00 PM
i miss sch so much.
6 and a half days more.
to end of attachment!!!!
im falling.
sinking deeper n deeper.
into smth i duno if it is true or not.
i just CANNOT stand myself.
Music: 50cent - Just a lil bit
11:41:00 PM
May 09, 2005
MONDAY BLUES.
somebody save me.
din manage to catch a movie yest.
cos we couldnt decide on which show to watch.
instead went to shop at fareast.
these 2 guys are RICH man.
one bought 300 bucks worth of clothes, and da other had sucha nice hse.
ate nydc at heeren.
wanboon's mudpie was on weijie's fren, who was workin dere.
NOT fair. hmpff.
wb drove us to wj's place after tt
his place is HUGE. but very nice. looks exactly like a hotel to me.
da moment we went in, we were like WOWWW. haha.
had loads of fun crapping & taking pics
wb drove me home later as well. thankew.
that reminds me why i need to get my license and a damn car!
!@#$%&*
9:57:00 AM
May 08, 2005
me.xj.babes
3:57:00 PM
nooch-ing
3:57:00 PM
thurs.nite
3:56:00 PM
i'm back.
weekends are almost gone..
already lookin forward to da next.
(=
fri nite was spent meeting up wif babes & xj.
dinner at nooch paragon.
ate crapped bitched phototaking
chinablack laters. wif gerr weijie wanboon benny & a few others.
music was not-so-nice.
it's like 5min r&b 5min retro half an hr trance. lol.
podium dancing was really funn thou.
din realise it was kinda high up dere til tat nite.
can't wait for da next dance session!
mother's day dinner on sat nite.
was real tired also i dun really know why.
gonna catch a movie wif wj n wb later.
im late already!! ciaozz
Music: Gwen Stefani - Hollaback Girl
3:56:00 PM
May 07, 2005
besties
3:14:00 PM
me & ting
3:13:00 PM
