April 30, 2004
yeahx..pretty tired for da whole of todae..had a damn headache for the entire dae!! woke up tis morn..feeling giddy and stuff..for da fact that i slept like 3 hrs yest..doing STATS!! i'm never ever gonna do last min work again..*crosses fingers*..hahax.slept at around 2+..wondering how on earth was i gonna finish everything in da next few hours..den woke up at 4..did some last min thingy until around 6..den went to sleep til 7+..
finally...kinda disappointed todae..dun tink i did very well.. wondering if i'll pass or not! serves mi rite la..
kay watever..
eh..was planning to go home and SLEEP after tat..but went lot1 instead..acc ana to book da chalet thingy..
after that went wm..watched da movie *koma* with cera, rae and lynn..its actually quite nice loh..but omg..da movie's abit sick..psycho!! erm..they cut out kidneys from bodies..yuckx! was actually laughing at some parts..hahax. den.....went to study at coffeebean.....
tats da end of my boring day.tata~
12:24:00 AM
April 28, 2004
The Rasmus - In Thw Shadows
No sleep
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer
Sometimes I feel like going down, I'm so disconnected
Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
They say that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
Sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately, I've been walking, walking in circles
Watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me
Come take me higher
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching,
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been living,
for tomorrow....
In the shadows....
In the shadows.....
I've been waiting....
4:06:00 PM
went si ji'e hse yesterday with cera and zhiwei..but went coffeebean first.
laughed like hell for zhiwei's video thingy..hahax.
i was not studying at all..wth.
den reach home 11+ liao..so din even bother.
too lazy to blog earlier todae..set my alarm at 10am..damn.
opened ma eyes den closed it again..tada..2pm..
DOOMEd is da word..slacked da whole day..
aww manx..disappointed with myself!!
should have gone out to study with yuan..
double and triple haizzz...
1:15:00 AM
April 26, 2004
reached home at 2+ todae..den ate my lunchie..and immediately went to SLEEP!! my one fave pastime in the world..all da way up to 8..damn shagged even tho i slept..and had a freaking headache which lasted the whole day..
went ps first with kai and von yest evening..den met da rest at cine pasta mania..den cera came to meet me later..6+ and it was already packed like hell..ordered da seafood spag..*yumm*..way betta den yulun's cabonara..which tasted like da cow's milk poured inside da spag..yucks..hahax!
kai..cera..and me went to taka to buy da birthdae cake for von..after that wen everyone was ready..we went raffles mrt to meet kumar and his fren..den headed to choco bar at bq..tink it was around 9 bah..at first everyone was just chilling and drinking and stuff..no one was really dancing yet..waiting for someone to get da ball rolling..den we gurls got free flow til 12 ma..so wen we said we wanted coke..da guy was like..coke?! u wan coke only?! sooo funny..
cant rem exactly how many ppl came..but tink it was at least 15 huh..at first dey played techno..was kinda enjoying it..tink i prefer techno to r&b for dance..duno why hahax..it was so-not-packed at first..but as soon as it hit 12 midnite..practically da whole place was packed le..den dey started playing r&b liao..got lotsa malays everywhere lor..lolx. geraldine came later too..weiqi came in 4 awhile only..cos he n his frens were watching soccer outside lolx. was smsing jay..and persuaded him to come join me finally..think he reached around 11+ and brought his fren too.. at first dey couldn't get in cos both of them were underage mah..but den me and cera helped them sneak in hahahax..
yeah..danced ma nite awae..it was so fun..the word *exams* were definitely at da backest back of ma head..haha is there such a word..rnd 1+ dey got tis stupid routine check..i was stunned tio haha..but those security ppl left like 10min later..lolx. went up to watch da guys play pool for awhile..after that i was kinda tired le and had a slight headache,so i went out le..den shortly after some of da guys came out too..jay, me and his fren went to walk walk..he was super funny..hahax..came back to get ma stuff and saw JQ!! for da first time hahaax..came all da way from chinablack to wish von happie bdae..she n him were like bickering ALL the way..damn funnie..
tis stoopid cera was like out of sight for 2hrs!! duno wth she went..3+ we went to da merlion there..den some of us went to kai's hse to stay..but b4 that went to his hse nearby to eat..wen we reached there it was rnd 5+ liao..slept for a few hrs only den woke up le..hehex.
I PROMISE TO STUDY tmr!! oh manx...tis time i'm positively doomed!!
1:20:00 AM
April 24, 2004
haiz..so frustrated & dulanz..these few days..bothered by smth..yea ana i agree with u..why do 2 faced ppl exist..why do bitches exist..duno why i'm feeling this way..can someone pls tell mi why!! it all happened cos of one f***ing bitch.. i wana say out her name here but i can't..cos i noe everyone will be reading..damnit.arghx.i seriously hope that ppl somedae will noe what kind of person she is..thx yuanny n cera for listening to what i hafta say yesterdae..i feel like i can tell u guys everything.
went for s & w todae..just to mark attendance..waste mi time..cos it was raining heavily..so went for like...10 min?? and he dismissed us le..made me bring my shoes and stuff haix..after that.. went to bpp to mit vonne and to give her her bdae prezzie.. hope she likes it..
can't wait for tmr..gonna celebrate her bdae for her..hope everything turns out fine..
1:01:00 AM
April 22, 2004
okay where shall i start.. from da fact that i was rotting at home all morning yesterdae..or the fact that i haven't started studying!! i hope i can start soon manx..
was supposed to meet cera n weiqi at 6.30 yesterdae..to watch 50 first dates..i was not late lei!! hahax.okay maybe i was..cos cera had test at 4.30 ma..how was i to noe it would end early..den dat ben dan say he finish at 5..den he ended early too..hehe. so i waited for da damn bus for half an hour..den decided to take a cab..erm so not totally my fault rite?? (think they gonna kill me for tis liao..)
met cera den we went up to look for him..aww so scary manx..he was so fierce..and angry..din noe he waited for an hour liao..okay la..sorry it's totally my fault..i promise not to be late again!! /me crosses fingers. hahax..went macs to eat..but he still haven't cooled off yet..den dunno cera was talking bout a buffet thingy..or more like a chocolate buffet..den we ended up laughing..was actually laughing more than talking in macs..
after that..walked around..den went to watch the movie le..it was hilarous..u guys shd watch it too..cos there are certain parts where da whole cinema were laughin their heads off..hehe da funniest part was when we took neos..it was so fun..da pics came out nicely done..thanks to ME !! went to play pool for awhile lor..kept losing todae hahax.. den after that we actually wanted to drink coffebean..but too late le i tink it was closed liao..den went to macs AGAIN to chill and eat ice-cream lolx.. and some ppl kept shooting me..tink very fun to piss me off isit.. hmpff* den after slacking awae..those 2 pigs din't wana budge at all..so clever me just started walking to da mrt..muahahax.. reached hm just in time to catch da last bus bah..
think gonna watch da *xun qin ji* vcd that cera had lent me..ciao~
12:55:00 PM
April 21, 2004
hmmm...woke up 11+ today hahax..as usual was late for stats revision lecture todae..erm..from 1-4. luckily cera and si jie waited for me..or else i wouldn't have known how to get there..thx gurls..i truely appreciate it !!
walked and walked cos we couldnt find the lecture hall at first..and the sun was scorching hot lolx...finally we managed to do so..hehex..after that went to macs at clementi with ana and cera..was so hungry but onli ate abit..
12:59:00 AM
April 20, 2004
i wonder how sum ppl can be so selfish..
*fucked up*
1:32:00 AM
April 19, 2004
- 3 Doors Down - Here Without You -
A hundred days had made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder
And i don't think i can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when i'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but i hope it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me
Everything i know, and anywhere i go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me
4:32:00 PM
hate those ppl who love to pretend..yucks!!
i loveeeeeeeee JOLLYBEAN beancurd.. **drools**
1:26:00 AM
April 18, 2004
i'm burnt!! hahax...11 of us went sentosa again.lemme see..vonne..phylisia..ivy..me..yuan..derek.. yulun..bernard..junjie..tecklim..and yijun..actually din really intend to go..but after much persuading from lun n yuan muahahx..yeapx reached there around 1..heng i was not da latest 2 arrive..as usual..went for a swim first..suntanning..da rest played beachvolley with a grp of guys...but din realli play much todae bah..not enuff courts and got ppl waiting to play..haix. the sun was sooo hot today..n da water was kinda warm as well..but nevertheless it was quite fun..and i'm glad i went or i would be rotting at home..ate the nicest mutton soup at habourfront kopitiam..it was hot and super *shiok* hahax.after that took 852 back to yishun..was a long and boring hour home..yupx reached home like 11+ liaoz..it was so hot last nite as well..was still burning even tho da air-con was on the entire night..
3:25:00 PM
April 16, 2004
skipped lms todae..cos i woke up at 11+..luckily i din go cos i heard it was only half an hour..vball was alrite todae la..now feeling sticky and hot..haizz..din noe next wk still have to go sch for vball..SUCKS lor..break liao still hafta do so..what kinda of hols is that..stoopid timetable. lucky those people who onli skipped once..den they nid not come next wk!! kaoz,but i'm not one of them..
7:18:00 PM
woohoo.. i love da OC..simply nice..got mi wanting for more..hehez. went sim lim today after less-than-an-hr-of-useless-stats-tutorial..cos i was 45 minutes late lolx..heng ana n cera were late too.. combed da entire sim lim for my wireless router..wanted to find da best price..now is deciding on da speed that i want..
smth funny happened..cos cera was commenting loudly on those rewritable cd which had pictures on top of it..and tis guy was walking past..
cera: ooh so cute
guy: yeah loh..and nice
me: nice huh..u buy lor
guy: u buy for me lor
me: dun wan lei.u buy for me better
guy was walking futher away..
guy: you come here lor
me: siao
stoopid..how lame can tis ppl be? (-_-")
1:48:00 AM
April 14, 2004
could have slept til late afternoon todae..cos no sch..but ana woke me up!! muahaha..went suntec with cera n ana cos ana wated to buy her topshop boxers..so nicee.. i was late as usual again hahax..omg spent soooo much todae.. combed da whole suntec..and had sudden craving for jollybean beancurd..but stoopid cant find loh..had to make do with papaya milkshake..*yumz* okay..and not forgetting i bought royce chocs..tis time i had da orange one,instead of da usual mint..
me n cera headed to town AGAIN after that..cant believe i went again..cos i just went last sat..kept walking n walking and tis idiotic cera was walking like so fast..i could barely catch up with her..oh thx for helpin me carry my shopping bag ar..hehe. went to cine..heeren..wisma..and taka..
so in total..i bought an Addidas cap..2 rings from Bits and Pieces..and something for a someone..err cant say it out here now.. haizz the engraving on da ring is on da inside wth..so cant even see..so whats da point?? stoopid..can still tink of so many things i wanna buy now..but im broke..
i can't wait for tmr..THE OC !~ such a nice show..hehex.been listening to rock this few days..they totally ROcK! dun tink im gonna do my stats tonite..just no mood to do so..hahax. forgive me !
11:41:00 PM
April 12, 2004
woke up damn early today..at around 6+ for econs lecture..heex..at least got time to study for my ocom test later..had lotsa time to rot at da library..for 6 solid hours..had to finish like 4 out of 5 chapters..cos i was too lazy to study yest..test was pretty good..hope i'll pass with flying colors hahax..yeahx..some people were practically melting in da library today..guess u guys noe is cos of a particular someone..lolx.but it's not me!! ooh finally..he smiled at me today..keke.(dun puke pls)
stoopid make me wait until da test ended then i could go..since i was da rep i tot i was supposed to stay til the end to collect da papers..cheyx din noe anyone fr da class could do it as well..waste of time..went to johnson duck to eat again after that..me, cera, adel, amalie, donn , si jie and her fren.. yummy!
did u guys watch an eye for a guy..oohh everyone was bitching bout mark zee..hahax kinda hilarous..and one thing's for sure..he can't dance!! duno why da hell she voted sharif off..i tink he's nice..minus da froggy song of cos.. =)
oh ya..to C*** hey,he's definitely not worth ur time lor..what a heartless creep manx!!! i'll rem to show him my disgust da next time i see him ya? dun feel sorry for urself okay..u still got us.. and parah!! hahax.
ps:kimberly locke's 8th world wonder rocks!
11:29:00 PM
April 11, 2004
headed to town today with Yvonne..and my new found fren Hill..wonderful day todae..could say we 3 shopped til we dropped..bought a bag at far east for myself..guess it was a last minute decision..and vonne bought like what 100+ buckeroos worth of stuff..tink it was a bikini and skirt..hahax.anyway..flash&splash has got a 50% discount on bikinis!!! anyone wanna buy please get it now...
Hill was awfully nice and stuff..since he had to trail behind us all da way..especially when we were shopping..u noe how sum guys just hate shopping..it was kinda awkard at da beginning..but after a while it was alritex..it dint hurt dat he was cute! *grins*
we wanted to watch da movie *taking lives* but had to do with *hellboy* cos it was sold out!! haiz..but it was pretty alritex..not as bad as i tot it would be.. =)
me and vonne..
3:59:00 AM
April 08, 2004
not that i wanna bitch or anything.. but lemme tell you..hey gurl,stop throwing ur temper around me..i dun deserve to be treated like that..if i didn't treat you as my fren,i would have said smth a LONg time ago..and if one day i can't take it anymore..dun blame me if whatever happens..yeahx u noe whu you are manx..
finally..i passed my bstats paper...weeeee!! so happie..even though i just passed,but hey at least it's smth..kekex. =)
today..me and donna wore our pinkie addidas tee..actually rae was supposed to as well..but too bad she didn't come for lesson..how nice if we three wore da same thing..hahax.
donna..my twin for todae!!
me..cera..sijie..
weeeee..sweet..
7:47:00 PM
todae was a normal day..went for ob lecture..after a long time..i forgot whu da lecturer was..that irritating gurl joined us for tutorial again today..turns out that zhenyuan was her ex pri-sch mate..eek.
went to toa payoh for dinner today with yuan n phylisia..had pizza hut..for free!! some cca thingy..had pizza..spicy drumlets..breadstick..lagsana..calamari..onion rings..and da baked rice was nice! *yums* i was so full at e end..
getting stats test back tmr..really hope i pass..but i doubt so..haizz =(
12:33:00 AM
April 06, 2004
finally..ob presentation over..that means no more presentations 4 tis sem..great..
damn..it was too last minute today..was still writing my speech at da eleventh hour..
i know i sucked at today's presentation cos i kept looking at my speech cards..and was so freaking nervous..aww manx should have rehearsed earlier haix..wore formal and my klass said i looked like an isetan gurl..!! noooo.....
got back my econs test marks..and i passed..i mean come on, whu didnt? was definitely not satisfied with my marks..so lousy..*sigh*
went town later..with sijie,ana & glen..it was fun..but i was sooo tired.cos we kept walking and walking..finally bought my addidas pink tee!! weeeee..waited so long to get it. had to go all da way to centrepoint just to get it cos dey din have my size at wheelock..after that we dragged ourselves to wheelock AGain to get glen's nike shirt and ana's cap..they were like comtemplating whether to buy ornot all da way..but everyone was happie..so it was worth it..hehez..
a long day..time for me to rest..and do ma tutorials.. ciao.
11:11:00 PM
April 05, 2004
so tired now..
doing ob proj..dont feel like doing tutorials today..
today's test sux..
oopss still haven print ocom notes..
for last wk!! hahax..
sorry ppl..
11:56:00 PM
counting down..7 more hours to end of my misery..
still pia-ing the tutorials..
hope i'll pass..
60..59..58..57..56..55..
11:18:00 AM
April 04, 2004
what is stats?? haizzzz...
i tink im gonna be dead tmr...
god bless me...
10:42:00 PM
April 03, 2004
woohoo..finished my econs test yesterdae..it was pretty okay..when i say OK it doesnt neccessary mean anything good or whatsoever..went for S & W..so tiring..becos of the damn rain..he made us run and run..and do so many pushups and situps..and i din bring ma shoes along..make me run with my slippers on hahax..and i had to take the test like half an hour later lolx.. hmm roleplay for lms was okay too..at least it's over..
went to eat johnson duck later..with si jie and cera again..it was damn nice..considering the fact that i was very hungry..went si jie's hse later to chill..and do abit of ob..saw WEIJUN at westmall later..aww what a surprise!!
oh no..CERA is angry with me..dun be petty la gurl!!! =)
11:50:00 AM
April 02, 2004
the thought of tmr just makes me dread every sec..gotta rush for my econs test tmr at 5..right after S & W..i'll be like so tired and sweaty liao..and i cant skip it cos i alreay skipped twice haizz..and worse still my lms roleplay is tmr afternoon as well..which means i gotta rehearse tmr morning..and where does time for revising econs come in? none..hope tmr ends as fast as possible..
gotta rush if i wanna finish everything by tonight..ciaoz~
12:23:00 AM
April 01, 2004
people..i'm at cera hse now..with si jie..okay STRESSED manx..lots of things to do..
list of things i gotta finish by today..
1) study for econs test which is tmr..
2) remember my lines for role-play tmr..
3) outline for ob ppt by tmr too..
1:33:00 PM
